Just Friends

Just Friends

No one knows…
Underneath those subtle touches…
Amidst those blinding smiles…
Nobody has to know…

We try to keep our feelings at bay…
But couldn’t stop the waves as it takes us offshore…
We start to drift away..
Slowly… silently… unknowingly…

We didn’t let the others know…
We keep the secrets to ourselves…
Afraid to lose whatever it is that we have…
So we’re stupidly settled to nobody has to know…

But friends don’t treat each like we do…
No, even my friends don’t treat me like you do…
We’re trap inside our little world…
And nobody has to know…

I tried to take to the back road…
But your eyes just lead me straight back to you…
It’s like my safety… it’s like my home…
At ease… warm and cozy…

But friends don’t kiss each other like we do…
No, friends shouldn’t hold each other hands as tightly as we do…
We’re lost in each others eyes…
That we didn’t even know it ourselves…

But I’m not yours and you’re not mine…
One day someone will look at you the same way I do…
And I won’t even have the right to object…
I wouldn’t and I couldn’t…

Because we’re just friends…
There’s always a limit to everything…
We’re just friends…
That’s our limit we stupidly refuse to obey…

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got inspired by a random talk at 3 o’clock in the morning

and by some coincidence,

i also came across this ed sheeran song tiled ‘friends’

i’m laughing my head off when i heard that song…

brings bitter sweet memories…

Wish

Wish

I saw you looking at her with those loving eyes
And I was left there staring at you two,
Wishing it was me you’re looking at that way,
Wishing it was me in her place.

I saw you held her hands with so much care
And I was left there staring at you two,
Wishing it was me you’re holding that way,
Wishing it was my hands instead of hers.

I saw you smiling at her
And I was left there staring at you two,
Wishing it was me you’re smiling at,
Wishing it was me that is the reason you smiled.

I saw you laughing heartily at her
And I was left there staring at you two,
Wishing it was me you’re laughing with,
Wishing it was me that made you laugh like that.

I saw you tenderly kissing her lips
And I was left there staring at you two,
Wishing it was me those lips has kissed,
Wishing it was me that kissed those lips.

I saw you saying how much you love her
And I was left there staring at you two,
Wishing it was me you had told those words,
Wishing it was me those words belongs to.

Dark Eyes

Dark Eyes

Another instant meeting,
A quick glance, a quick smile,
And the intensity is still the same.

Another sweet word,
A candy for my soul, a blanket for my heart,
And I’m lost in love again.

Another borrowed time,
A quick touch, a quick kiss,
And you stole my heart again.

Another sleepless night,
A lost trail of thoughts, a mind never at ease.
And right there I was lost in the dark again

Another lame excuse,
A furnished lie, a same old line,
And you broke my heart again.

Another painful ending,
A bucket full of tears, a never ending bitter smile,
And I was trying to pick myself again.

Never Can Do

Never Can Do

 

Another sleepless night and your face is all I think about.
Your smile swimming in endless ocean of my hopeless mind.
Memories of us are tangled in a knot to every cell of my brain.
Wanting to be erased but never can do.

 

Another waking moment and you’re not by my side.
The empty space in my bed tripled the coldness of the morning.
Turning around I felt my heart break one more time.
Wanting to hold you but never can do.

 

Another passing day and our distance keep growing further.
The space you’ve asked just left me empty.
Trying to reach out again but got nothing left to hold.
Wanting to stop and just move on but never can do.